有时候真的会感慨人与人之间的联系。
我喜欢称它为缘分。
抱着试一试的心态我给Neville发了一封E-MAIL，没想到他还记得我！
距离上次联系已经是03年的事情了，还发了好些照片给我。
Neville and his oldest daughter Rebecca
His daughters and his wife
His little daughter , which I think the most beautiful
Dear Vivian
... And a very Merry Christmas to you too!
It's great to hear from you. I'm sorry I have not been a good correspondent but do please keep writing, I always reply sooner or later!
I hope that all is well with you and your family, and that your studies at school are going well.
Which year are you in at school now? I wonder what your plans are for what you will do after school? I would be very interested to hear.
Yes, I do think that you told me about your name change. I think Vivian is an excellent name and I am glad you are happy with it.
We are all very well, thank you. My oldest daughter Rebecca is now at music college in Manchester, studying the viola. She is 19. My middle daughter Lottie - the one who came to Shanghai - is 17, in her last year at school and has to do her final exams, then we will hope that she gets good results and can have the university place she wants. She would like to study English AND Music (a joint course with both subjects) or perhaps just Music on its own. My youngest daughter Martha is 14 now and is very busy with school and friends and music. My wife Deborah is a music teacher and very very busy in local schools and with private pupils, mostly on violin.
We have all just been away for a little Christmas holiday with all the family. There were 21 of us at a farm house in Devon, in the south west of England - it was very nice. We went for lots of walks and get very wet and muddy! We have a few more days holiday then start going back to work, school and college next Tuesday.
Earlier this year we had a big family holiday to go to New Zealand and see friends and family there. It was very good indeed - a wonderful country and a great place to be a visitor.
I will never forget the fantastic time we had in Shanghai and how good it was to see your school and meet you and your friends.
Did I tell you that I have a brother-in-law who speaks quite good Chinese? It's quite unusual here - he has studied it at university, though, and has lived in Beijing. Like many English people, sadly, I am terrible at foreign languages, except I speak a bit of German. I am going to Germany in a couple of weeks' time to hear a rock music concert by a German singer I really like. I hope I can understand it a bit. My boss at work is Chinese, from Beijing, and his daughter is a colleague there too. So we celebrate Chinese festivals too - it's very nice!
Do please keep in touch.
With very best wishes
Neville
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是的，还有BELL。
我觉得他很可爱，很想和他深交，也可能是因为我先得知了他对我的看法，WELL，他说我很可爱，这个跟我八辈子打不着关系的形容词硬生生地被他套在了我的身上。
而我认为他可爱并不是因为他评价我可爱。
我想也许只有不了解我的人才会这么说我，也许是我为人处事的方式在他看来很乐观，总之，我想不出为什么他会这么跟菁菁形容我。
他真的是很可爱。
那天菁菁告诉他我知道他对我的看法后晚自习课间休息的时候他就登登登地跑上来找我，有些不好意思地说：“恩，那个，你知道拉？”我问他知道什么啊。他说：“就是我…你…的”我对他笑，毫不顾及地咧开嘴笑，我说：是啊，知道一点。他看到我笑，他也笑，然后留下一块儿跟他上来的那个男的站在一边陌名地看着我们两个人在那里恩恩啊啊的。
我告诉过菁菁，我觉得他的声音很好听，叫我的时候也很老练，不像别人初次叫我时会把那两个字读得超级变态。
他比我高，我跟他说话的时候要稍稍抬着头，我会笔直地看他的眼睛，隔着那层镜片，我感觉到他的目光很柔和，没有我迷恋的锐利和深邃，但却同样地吸引我贪婪地注视，菁菁在一边猛推我提示我别吓到人家。
一有空，晚自习下课我就会去十班找菁菁然后拖她一起下楼找BELL，说一些无关紧要的话，但可以让我一直兴奋，万分白痴地保持那个笑容。一般去找他都会在晚上，我没告诉菁菁，因为我觉得那样比较浪漫一点。我知道她会嘲笑我的。
而事实上我也是这样嘲笑自己的。菁菁问我，这次算不算，我说什么算不算。她不语，我知道她在说什么。我说我蛮喜欢他的。菁菁笑，重复道，喜欢，我了了。
是的，我喜欢BELL，我的朋友们都知道我的这个喜欢的定义。
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突然发觉其实黑色T-SHIRT和小帅哥是同一种类型的人。
说穿了我喜欢把一些有相同特征的人论为一类人。
至少在我看来，从外表看来字如其人和三块钱就属于同一类人。他们笑起来是如此地相似，至少菁菁也认同这一点。
不管怎么忙，PENG那里还是每个礼拜都要去的。而每次黑色T-SHIRT都会坐在我的正对面，每次都会拿出一包软饮料，每次都会在疑惑的时候扭曲他浓密的眉毛，也几乎每次都会不经意地和我四目。每当那时，我会小心翼翼地迎合，或是假装没看见却用眼角偷偷瞄他，我沉迷于这类游戏，独自欣赏那双赋有磁性的眼睛。他并不帅，我承认，但更重要的是，他很耐看。
很多事情，其实坦然一点，可以好很多。
有时候也的确很矛盾，我会把我的事情告诉身边的朋友，我只想让他们知道有这样的事情，并不希望他们大惊小怪，关于PKM，我暴受不了馒头，每次反应都超大，极其淫荡地在一边乱叫，O.K, 我承认我的确是告诉过她我看不清，但我还不至于到一个大活人站在我前面我还不知道是谁的地步，用得着吗真是的。其实根本没什么的，他跟对我什么话也没说过，一切只是别人告诉我的而已。弄到后来都是把她一个人留在原地我先走一步的。
这样挺好，知道有个人会关注自己，不过我会更肆无忌惮地在他面前显露我鲜为人知的一面，让他睁大眼睛早一点认清我的真面目，别再让我糟蹋一个好人。
呵呵，这么说自己有些嘲。
天秤座的人超级极端。
此时的我就是很现实的我，远离浪漫主义的我。
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拉拉拉,心情好,换个模版玩玩.
发觉现在歪酷的板子也越来越多了,而且还不赖,恩,至少在偶的审美范围内还是可以接受的嘛~~~
KFC的双层鸡腿汉堡骗人的啊!那所谓的两块鸡块还没老早的一块大类!
害得偶做了好久的思想斗争还花了偶10.05块圣洁的饭钱.
不爽啊!!!!!!!
马上逛了一下午的家乐富买了一大堆好吃东东慰劳自己失落的心情.
哈哈哈.
教室后面的小金库又要满满咯~~~~~~
对了,这次一定不能让静怡看见我进货.
恩!要小心...
这次惨了,天天泡在外面,功课...
噫,好怕怕哦~~~~~~~~~
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哎，一无聊就容易胡思乱想...
上礼拜去学校的时候看见字如其人拉~~~~~~~~
吼吼！！！是在校门口，他走在偶滴前面，开始还没在意，后来发觉他回头了，才意识到
那人似乎好象也许可能说不定是......
拉拉拉，穿了新衣服我也没方向了...
好开心哦，他穿了藏青色（馒头硬说边上是灰色的）的衣服，而我穿了灰色的风衣...
嘿嘿嘿，好“巧”哦~~~~~~
哦哈哈哈哈。
没办法，今天办成一件事，心情超好.
对了，明天到底什么时候去学校类......
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住校也有住校的不方便。
哎`~~~~~~~~~~~
本来昨天YOYO打电话来约我一起去看法国印象派的画展的，NND
谁晓得我的日程已经安排得满满的了，半点空闲都没有。
郁闷呐~~~~~~~~~~~
还有JOY也一起去的啊！！！
白白浪费本姑娘一下午的时间，TMD！！！
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最近发觉眼神老容易就和黑色T-SHIRT碰到，已经好几次了。
呵呵，其实他老嘲的，这点我知道。
每次总有有意思的事情带来，然后说给大家听，还和白胖子一唱一合的。
他应该属于那种眼睛不大的人吧，不过挺有神的，呵呵。
哈哈，又发花痴了...
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暗涌
就算天空再深 看不出裂痕 眉头仍聚满密云
就算一屋暗灯 照不穿我身 仍可反映你心
让这口烟跳昇 我身躯下沉 曾多么想多么想贴近
你的心和眼口和耳亦没缘份 我都捉不紧
害怕悲剧重演 我的命中命中 越美丽的东西我越不可碰
历史在重演 这么烦嚣城中 没理由相恋可以没有暗涌
其实我再去爱惜你又有何用 难道这次我抱紧你未必落空
仍静候着你说我别错用神 什么我都有预感
然后睁不开两眼 看命运光临
然后天空又再涌起密云
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Silent All These Years
Excuse me but can I be you for awhile
My dog won't bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
Yeah, I can hear that
Been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say, you know, but nothing comes
Yes, I know what you think of me
You never shut-up
Yeah, I can hear that
But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey, but I don't care 'cause sometimes
I said sometimes I hear my voice
And it's been here
Silent all these years
So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
What's so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
How's that for thought for you
My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think there's a heaven where screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker
Do you think it's enough
To get us there
'Cause what if I'm a mermaid
In blue jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey, but I don't care 'cause sometimes
I said sometimes I hear my voice
And it's been here
Silent all these
Years go by
Will I be waiting for somebody else to understand
Years go by
If I'm stripped of my beauty
And the orange clouds raining in my head
Years go by
Will I choke on my tears till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know we're too easy easy easy
Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shape
Let's hear what you think of my now
But baby don't look up
The sky is falling
Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
It's your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin' at you
Here take hold of my hand
Yeah, I can hear them
But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of yours with her name still on it
Hey, but I don't care 'cause sometimes
I said sometimes I hear my voice
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
And it's been here
Silent all these years
I've been here
Silent all these years
Silent all these
Silent all these years
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冷战
沉默之中仍刻制不要呼吸 怕触摸空气坏了情绪
我为你锁住了问号 等亲爱的你吻去 欺骗自己
从不想不忍心看穿你 听说你和我最好朋在一起
我也学别人静静地看你俩演戏 也不愿分离
相对默默无语 好像你我早有了默契 永不要幼稚地猜疑
但表情 彼此表情冷冷地说明冷战继续
多少年~ 爱你也恨你
流言 风一般在身边飞来飞去 从不听不问不想怀疑
怕会无力编织 地久和天长的证据 怎么给你
不多心 不问你却不得不理 不强求 偏偏想挽留不放弃
永远专心地寂寞地和你演戏 不管愿不愿意
相对默默无语 好像你我早有了默契 永不要幼稚地猜疑
但表情 彼此表情冷冷地说明冷战继续
多少年 相敬如宾
我爱你你也爱我 这个诺言现在你对她承诺
依赖过空虚过伤过痛过 好过我输掉了你独自消瘦
冷静再冷静再冷静 将错就错 爱情怎么算对错
陪著你顺从你纵容你 可会使你回头
流言 风一般在身边飞来飞去 从不听不问不想怀疑
怕会无力编织 地久和天长的证据 怎么给你
不多心 不问你却不得不理 不强求 偏偏想挽留不放弃
永远专心地寂寞地和你演戏 不管愿不愿意
相对默默无语 好像你我早我早有了默契 永不会幼稚地猜疑
但冷冷表情表情冷冷 没有言语没有言语没有言语 冷清清
多少年~ 相对难相恋
究竟多少年 可惜又可怜
可惜又可怜 让你走过眼前
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